Dear 2013,

Thank you .

I didn't stop dancing and I will not. I miss you.

Dance and pain

其实 ，我一个人挺好的

我只是不习惯好不容易习惯了自己一个人可是又有一群人或者一个人闯进我的世界 而且只停留短短的一瞬间。

 我看到一棵圣诞树 在11月中旬。

阳光温暖的午后觉得圣诞树是属于冬季的。

我的家人是我这辈子最大的财富。

26摄氏度的周六，我一个人跑步，吃饭，散步 然后去练瑜伽。

I had the best hash run last Saturday with suzhou and shanghai hashers.

我是不是可以忘记你，或者想你都已经与你无关。

在这里就这样让我安安静静的与你 再无任何交集

大多数时光，我怀恋的是你给我的记忆。其实真的与你无关。

Love Yoga!

A.R.

My cute niece

好久不见，你还好吗？这个名字一直在我最深最深的脑海里。

慢慢的适应这里，中国的南方，有点回家的感觉。 我在离家越来越近的地方。

I miss italy and this... give me a cup of spritz, I want a happy ending for my summer

Brava!

Found this 2012 calendar during my packing time in office.

爱 夏天 ！

昨天7月15日，没有下雨。

Friday. July. sunny!

弟弟说这首歌让他哭了

Weekend with LUNA.

过不去的是自己，而不是你

又看了一遍one day, 今年的7月15日会下雨吗？

六月的最后一天，智慧的婚礼。
青岛阳光灿烂。我在智慧婚礼结束后整整睡了一下午。

后来女朋友们催我去吃晚饭。

最后我们还是见面。

这个城市太小，过去那么久的时间还是会遇见。
时间让一切变得平淡。

晚安！

I thought I could spend another summer here, seems like Im moving away next month. cannot believe it.

I don't have anyone here anymore... the past years, I consider qingdao is my home bc there is someone I love here. now, it's just a place for living, making money, learning dancing..

I found a dancing studio in suzhou, the owner is really cool. I think I can improve my pole skill there.

Is it summer now? it's not so hot.

and tmrw is friday. :)

Had an interesting weekend travel between qingdao, beijing and Shanghai, tmrw Im goin to suzhou.

I met doro in beijing, she is goin back to germany next month and in shanghai Jon asked me out for a drink with his friends. he is still so funny and interesting.

Doro and Jon, both helped me a lot when I was at my former job. 3 years later, I met them again in China. we all work for different things now. Jon moved to shanghai. Doro went to paris and beijing for her degree. I m looking for a place in suzhou.

Life is a circle. if so I will meet you again.

good night! xxx

The best Bachata ... really love it.

If it kills me

假如你见过我跳舞，或许你会明白，对美的崇拜，还有对生命全部的热爱。

I miss you. A.R.

今天是星期一，城阳好热。办公室里都开空调了。收到了邀请信。希望八月可以回到美丽的西西里岛。

I had my first salsa class with Lisa and her husband. It was fun. I love to stay with people who also love dance.

Good night!

Yes, the very moment, I wished you were there with me.

The weather is so nice, could be a nice frisbee day but we have to work.

Happy saturday.

-Ying

Irie Maffia - Pretty Little Thing, I will give you everything

你想我的时候是不是也像我一样什么都不说，什么都不做，只是感叹 我们不可能在一起的。

很多时候都是自己和自己过不去，其实道理很简单，实事在眼前，可是自己还是会想自己想要的样子，或者给那个不可能的人不停的找理由。

我说陪我玩飞盘，在我们在一起的那几年你都没有去过，可是我们不在一起了，你却出现在了沙滩，只是旁边有了一个她。

我能说什么呢？

我都没有哭的理由。

好吧，他们都说一辈子应该有一次爱过一个人，不求永远，不求在一起，甚至不求你爱我，只求在我最美好的年华里遇见了你。

Undergraduate calssmates and Mr. Zhang. Our supervisor

昨天晚上你又回到了我的梦里。

什么都会过去。正如过去的每一次过去。

你，在我脑海里，深深浅浅的位置刚刚好。

在有些不开心的瞬间，诺是把你放在比较深的心里，身体会颤抖。

One day, I want my own dancing studio...

Another exhibition finished.

my sunshine

When I miss you I dance...

Good morning Beijing.

如果有下辈子，记得不要和我相隔太远，因为我怕和你没有机会碰见。如果下辈子你还没找到我之前，记得不要太早和别人结缘，要相信我们总会见。如果下辈子我们遇见，记得要让你先爱上我，那样你就可以包容我所有的任性。如果下辈子是你先爱上我，记得要多在乎我支持我。就像这辈子我爱你那样的爱我。

--匿名

I agree.

Friday afternoon

Friday afternoon here, the weather is getting warm but not warm enough for me.

I bought some of dancing suit from american apparel, I really love this brand. This week, first half Im in shanghai.

I wanna practise dance more.

I wish I have a long long long holiday, only dance and enjoy summer time.

In shanghai, I never really  liked here.

Will go to check some hotels around pudong area, for the exhibition in may.

It's warm here. I already miss my messy room now.

You have a girlfriend now, I m happy for you.

I know it's not easy to find someone that you really really love.

I wish you all the best.

I got my money from q bar, finally! for the dec 2012 performance. they are so efficient.

and I met a cutie last night, italian again. but I left early bc I have to work today.

I watched performance of the new dancer in q bar, she is quite good and now I m in the office. thinking of the cutie.

Tomorrow is friday, Im happy. :)

Last night someone came to my dream again. oh~ happy wednesday!

Some pix recently.

我已经好久好久没有演出，似乎又有好久没有出去party了，我热爱的舞台在哪里？
朋友们都越来越安定，越来越不愿意出门。

我只是和往常一样的一周训练3-5次，一天没有训练的时候对我来说是不完整的。

周末的时候吃了很多很多。要控制一下下了。

我想你。

我听说爸爸的手受伤了，因为太辛苦了，我心里很酸...

我想到你的时候都是伤......

I'm a little disappointed with them because they connected everything with money.

I' m a little disappointed on me too, so many years passed . I didn't learn how to connected anything with money and join this money club.

People looks so friendly and warm hearted in front of me, I thought they re my friends, I guess I was wrong.

but luckily I'm just a little disappointed, you know no matter what you guys do, I will never stop dancing.

good luck, money fucker.

这个周末我准备回家了，我终于可以看到我的侄女了。非常的想她。
今天上海的天气不好，下雨了而且又大风。

我在想你在哪里，在干什么呢？ 好久好久没有见过你了。我遇见了另外的意大利人，他非常的nice， 他教会了我怎么说你的名字，他说啊我以前的发音都是不正确的。

我想你。

The weather is not nice these days

My colleague bought me a bracelet from his holiday in cuba, and he gave it to me this morning, happy happy.
tonight, after work I will go to ballet. I heard a good news from my friend QIANQIAN, I m so happy for her.

I just wanna say  "The people who want to stay in your life will always find a way"....

回来之后的第一个周末，周五和周六都出去party，昨天晚上放了烟火，在奥帆基地。happy :)

会想去年的这个时候，元宵节在情人节之前......

最近我比较喜欢烤蛋糕。

有一点点失望，但是我很快就可以回家了，终于可以回家了

我累了。

Happy Chinese New Year!

I'm alone, far away from  home. wanted to learn ballet. its snowing here, wish my family and friends all the best in the new year.

No pain, no pain...

I miss you mom dad and brother family!
I miss you my little niece. have fun!

Good morning!

Good morning! it's friday here, oh! I feel much better now. I was totally sick yesterday, no energy for anything. slept almost 12 hours.

I think my mom already prepared food for the chinese new year early early breakfast, maybe around 5am. that's the tradition of our family and our village.

I will miss the early breakfast again. I m here for ballet.

I will also prepare very good breakfast for me tmr early morning.

I love you my family for doing nothing for me and for doing everything for me.

Wish you all a happy chinese new year. as beautiful as snake.

-Ying

Today is saturday and we have to work, ballet class finished before CNY,  I feel a little strange that no ballet on sat morning.

next week today I will be in the cold germany and learning ballet. wow... excited about it.

and your birthday is soon, you told me you also ate too much recently :)

but I decided to lose 3kg this month.

I wish I could see you before I start my another trip.

i m back on stage. :)

Sei triste?

It's okay to not be okay

It's snowing here. it's monday.

I went to cristina's babyshower yeseterday, it was so much fun.