7 days

Live like a pig today.
only eat and sleep... and I had a lot of food :(
finally Im full of energy now. it's 11pm. just painted my living room wall.
But I have to kill 1 kg the next 7 days to reach my 43kg.
Heard someone is having fun in a banana farm...

8 days

Someone asked me about you...

I want to have a long sleep, long long long time sleep.

9 days

Today is so so so busy. I think I answered 60 phone calls.
....

Yea, and I only slept 4 hours last night.
I loved my second Show.
Dance, live and Love.
Tomorrow is friday but friday cannot fall in love anymore...
9 DAYS...

10 days

10 days... in 10 days I wanna be as sexy as her...

Sick it of All

Looking forward the may holiday. so I can go to another town, dance and love.

after extremely happy with you I have to suffer the extremely pain by myself.

Tuesday is grey, I'm lost, in your game and your world.

After Sunday

I tired very hard to look for an ending with you, but our story is too romantic to have an ending.

Sunday, I was in LOVE with you even I didn't see you.

I cannot stop it, in front of you I'm too weak.

You said you missed me and cannot live without me and this time I trust you.

Sunday in Love

Christmas eve and Easter eve...
We had the same fun. same girl's trouble... but the end of the night we are together, I hold you tight and kissed you with feeling.
You missed me, must be.
Happy Easter !

我寂寞寂寞就好

听她的歌，里面的句子让我想起你。

我寂寞寂寞就好，

我还是原来的那个我。

你，

不算什么，爱错就爱错。

就让我一个人去痛到受不了，想到快疯掉。

我总会把你戒掉。

你爱不起我，我也对不起我

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你还常常出现在我的梦里，我常常怀念我们在一起的那个平安夜。那时候我那么希望时间就此停止吧，世界的末日，我要和你在一起。

I saw you yesterday, far away...

You are a mole on my hand, a mole in my heart...

I know that I still have feeling on you, I also know this is so wrong...

and I'm back on stage now, the performance was good, I loved the first one.

Tonight I wanna dance

Hopefully I'm full of energy when I m back in town and dance dance dance...

I wanna have a daughter tonight

I could be a good mom. teach her dancing and party... pick bf with her...

I wish I had a daughter tonight...

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I miss my mom.

From this week

No more alcohol, no more crazy party... go back home this weekend, stay with mom. be a good girl.

Eat and cry

Last night, finishe work, back in down town. I had dinner, too much...

I don't know why I started cry...

There are so many times I eat and cry.

Sometimes when your heart is empty you always want to fill full your stomach. I'm on the way to lose 5 kg this month. it's too bad that I had so much food last night before bed. Today it's a very nice sunny day here.

Ying's Little dream comes true

3 years ago, when I started pole dancing, I wanted to have my own apartment, one laptop and a pole at home.

It was my little dream.

Today I have what I wanted. pole. apartment and laptop.

Live and Love, and watch all my little dreams come true...

Monday we are free

We are all free here but you have to work...

We had half day together YESTERDAY, shopping , massage, dinner. then I fell asleep in the couch like a pig . Had a fun party on sat night with my friends and a long long night with you...

Climbed a mountain with girl friends then missed the dinner bc I fell asleep again...

Now at home alone. suddenly miss you so much... I thought I could get over you like what I thought about it 1000 times before...

I m surprised that you actually told me you re a bad bad man when you were drunk.

It's saturday

I wanna be as sexy as her tonight... girls are goin to rock the town.. yeah yeah!!!

Friday, I m not in Love

Yes, I told you I don't want in love this friday and you said ok!!! I have to work also tomorrow. There is a leaving party again this sat. People come and leave...like every year. I'm working on my apartment design, goin to make the living room like a little dancing studio. and I do miss dancing and drinking with you.