I couldnt fall asleep last night

bc today is my birthday....

Tomorrow is my birthday

Happy Birthday Ying.

Thanks mom...

Your AM,My PM

It's so cold here... I so want to have your arms around me...

Your am is my pm...

You cannot catch me or I cannot follow you...

I have a good reason to cry

But I dont know why I m not...

reading the text msg you sent to me

makes me smile...

I guess I really miss you...

I hate holidays

Holidays just make me lonely...

I can be happy so easily

just good food + dancing...

have good food and make sure there is a good place for me to practise dance...

人们虚假又造作。。。

星期六

一个有阳光的周六。我好困，想睡觉。早上的时候和kelly一起有跑步。回家就好累。
我想是因为昨天练习跳舞的时间很长。所以太累吧。

我没有出去晚。昨天晚上。睡得像是一头小猪。

今天我就想在家里。什么也不做。晚上的时候出去见我的朋友们。

想你。在这里。

你在和谁在一起呢？

Today I tried very hard

working on this italian website. I hope Luca is happy with me a little bit now.

strawberry week. I still danced last night. I thought I could stop dancing for one wednesday. but I couldnt.... I m used to it...

too much pain. but I only used 2 pain-killers. Im trying hard to anti all the pain-killers...

I want to have a run later tonight. I cannot stop exercising...

I miss you.

-Ying

I didnt know how much I loved you

until last night...

I cannot lose you...

I just cannot believe it

I just cannot believe it that you think I treat you like a dog.... and you think I m a play girl...

I dont like it. you should at least take me out for another dinner. lol for your "sorry".

H, I miss you, too bad that I cannot feel your love. even I'm so sure you love me a lot a lot...

I enjoyed the fish with you

last night in that " cheap Italian restarant... and I had the worest mojito... thank you. and you know I dont like you even you tried to be so nice to me...

You don't know

that I missed you so much...

I ate a lot tonight and I have performance later

so I decided to have a run after this blog.

I had big problem on my neck. I never had it... maybe it's bc I m getting old.

Talked a lot with my baby brother. was really nice converstation. I cannot get along with my family, bc they left me when I was 3. but this afternoon. the conversation between me n brother was nice. no fighting... no shouting...

I wish I could live with my dad for one week without fighting and shouting.

I do miss them...


Yesterday dancing pix.

Monday dancing pix - practising.

he has been slept in my bed for 2 yrs...I take him everywhere. I dont knwo why I just love his face.. so cute. like a little baby gets serious angry. lol

Going to run now.

Love.

-Ying

we can be happy toether without

Sex



oh... I m just crazy.

but I'm not bad.

It's sunny here

Just had dinner with my friend

and her boy... he paid :) I loved the mushroon thing. He is a sweet n nice korean. lol.

and I ate a lot. so from tmr I wanna have a plan for my weight control in winter.

my birthday is coming soon... Dont know if I wanna celebrate it or not.

Qingdao is autumn now...
My brunch in The Dinner...

I was so drunk again last night. too drunk so I cried again. I still dont know why I always cry when I m drunk.
my lovely friends.

Love

-Ying

“女人是听觉动物

所以我说情话”

I went to hhh run this afternoon. was good bt I didnt really run a lot. I walked the whole way:)

I pratised my dancing this morning. 1.5 hours. was really good.

here are pix today.

I miss you

I miss you ... bc I dont know what I can do

I ate so much... like a pig...

I want to cry

I want to go out but I know you will not be there...

Bc I miss you so I dance with my pole hours and hours...


I just miss you... that's it. and I know this feeling will gone one day. I just want to enjoy it this moment.

This moment it's for you.

-Ying

Goin to dance

I cut my long dress short tonight. bc I wanna wear something new bt I dont have any new dancing dress.

You will see how it looks like soon...

Maybe not only you love me in this world.

-Ying

Love is a strange thing...

Love is a strange thing...