It's 2:07am here, Babe.

207am, just get back from Lee's girl's party... was very nice. Feeling really really tired but I cannot fall asleep which is bad. I noticed it's just so hard for me to fall asleep before 12. I always feel super awake at night.

I went to pole dancing class this afternoon, only 3 students today. one girl was good but .... She is a little bit arrogant. She can do more on the pole than the other students but she didnt really wanna learn from me which is fine to me bc I was so tired.... after a long night in Q...

I think there is no regret if you both enjoyed it...

I m having some pain on my back, from the pole... but if you really love something, you will not really care about the pain... you will enjoy the pain...

ja. this is my back

Some pix from the past days...

I do miss you.... H.

Hope I can fall asleep soon...

-Ying

9/28/2010 sunny

Pictures are from Lyon Opera Ballet

It's sunny outside, I went to bed before 12 last night so I can wake up early.

It's good that I worked for the Italian website, going to practise dancing. spend some time at the beach after dancing then teach dancing... seems like I m getting very professional at dancing. lol

Bt I did enjoyed all my dancing practise, performance and teaching....
I m not tired after dancing teaching...wanna go to Lee's girl's party. I love Lee, she is always warm-hearted and friendly.

really a nice day today... I so want to have my own dancing studio... I so love dancing and everything about dancing.

ok, I have to get out of my room, enjoy dancing beach and the sun.

-Ying

我又被人陷害了

Dancing makes me forget all the troubles...

My football babe.

Love this versace

我又被人陷害了。无缘无故。那个 Fat World Class Asshole 编造故事伤害我。
不过没关系, 至少还有人和我站在一起。

心情当然是不好，想走出这个圈子。去外面的世界。青岛对我来说太小了。那个叫chris的长的不怎么样的澳大利亚的医生竟然和我身边的三个女人都有着bad romance... 我直接晕倒。

青岛真的是太小了。太小了。

难过的时候幸好我还可以跳舞。

我对周围的很多人都失望了。我想我已经长大了。不再适合生活在这里。毕竟这个城市适合20一下的对未来还不用思考的孩子们。

Saturday - working day

The weather is not nice today... I went out last night... had a cup of drink. I had a little beadache this morning. I have to stop drinking again. I was totally drunk in June then I quited drinking for 3 months... now... I think bc it's boring here so I started drink from last Saturday.

I danced this german song "Letzter Tag". I loved it.

I'm not happy with life this moment but I know this kind of life has a "Letzter Tag" hope it's not far away...

9/20/2010 Morning

Had a fun weekend... going to get some work done now... Italian website...I have to finish this website this week...jaja... thinking about sexy Italian men, giving me the motivation to work on it...

Sunny day again... this summer seems like start a little late but I dont mind as long as it's fun.

Today I wanna have to my own dancing studio

I wanna have my own dancing studio, bc I really love dancing and teaching girls how to climb the pole, of course not only that:)

I have been worked for this dancing studio for 3 weeks. I got my idea how to run my own studio.

I really just need a nice apartment and 3 poles ....

and girls who wanna pay for it....

I had a dream one day that when I google "versace", it shows me all the real dresses online not just pix, I can really try them...amazing right?

sunny here... I work. I dance and sleep on the beach.... that's my september

But I dont have boys here :(

Miss my Mr H.

9.9.2010

Two years ago September 9th, my grandma died.
September 9th now is his birthday.

I miss bothe of them...