Monday night

Qingdao is so cold cold, finished computer class and in the office with Linde, it's 2023 in China.

I felt so tired when I was in my class bt I feel much better now. I guess my dinner helped me.

We will go to Shenzhen at the beginning of December, the whole office will go to shenzhen for the international meeting and I will go to Hongkong after the meeting~ I want to buy me the trip to Hongkong as the birthday gift for me...

I did some stupid thing again, sometimes it's very hard to say it's who's fault.
but I know everything God arranged for me there is a reason, I will find it out later...

Tomorrow I will go to dance after work, wednesday Q bar performance, Sunday is Kiki's wedding.

Jon said he is working on the Visa for me. He really did a lot for me. I really should work hard for him and also for me...

I like to be busy, this makes me feel that I m alive...

Happy winter...

-Ying

2nd October, Sunny

Its a sunny day, Im in the office, alone. It's the national holiday, everyone is off I didn't take my holiday cuz I have no plan for it. I banked my holiday for later. I cried when I was watching the parade on line. I know it's not easy for CHINA the past 60 yrs.

Just feel super lonely, I think it's because holiday. I did shopping with Bonnie last night, was so tired after work. I like her, she does make up every week for me before my dance performance.

I m listening Taylor Swift's song White Horse, I like the song You Belong With Me.

I m thinking of someone which makes me feel more n more lonely.

I will go to dance practise after work, Dancing makes me forget all my troubles~

I know I still cannot quit Falling in love with someone... too bad~

Ok, I m going to dance now, wish you all a nice weekend.

Seven Moon

七月的第二天， Doro离开了这里去了台湾，阳光灿烂得不得了，我和matthew bobby还有henning在办公室里。

六月Turner和 Sara回美国了，他走之前把他在中国的银行账户交给我保管，朋友们都是我会把账户里面的钱用光光，可是Turner已经到达美国了我还没有动里面的钱。我在googletalk上面遇到了turner我说我没有动你的账户，他说只要我把我买的东西拍成照片寄给他和sara也没有关系的~ 我很开心 因为我的朋友待我像是他的家人~

七月的第三天，心情非常的不好，一个早上的时间想要办一件事情可是没有办妥，又要等到下一周所以我的脑子里面又要装着这件事情过我的周末。我不喜欢过有累赘的周末，因为我喜欢没有心事的玩。

我还和小孩子一样遇到不顺心的事情就流眼泪，虽然在别人看来只是小小的事情。

我读到了一句话在luca的日志里面，Organize your life around your dream and watch them come true.

青岛是一个阳光天，很有夏天的感觉，可是没有特别的炎热。晚上要去Q – Bar去演出，我昨天在Happe的家里撞了自己的头，还流了血。Happe用沾了冷水的毛巾止住了血，那个举动有点男朋友的感觉。可是今天我碰那个地方还是有一点痛。和Happe在一起的日子里我学的最多的就是德文。我应该是不适合和德国人在一起的吧，他们的骨子里面是看不起亚洲人的，我觉得是这样的。而且happe他太受大众的喜爱，我不喜欢和太帅的人交往。见了那么多的人还是最喜欢canadians，they know how to treat girls.

我爱上了Pretzel，可是不可以多吃，我今天心情不好的时候bobby有给我一袋子，bobby是办公室里面最贴心的人了，他会给我买很多好吃的东西就是因为我教他怎样做initial background。

其实我还是蛮幸运的。

妈妈说家里很热很热，我有一天见到妈妈了，在梦里~ 写到这里我有一点点想哭，我可能真的是很想见妈妈了吧。

因为我的电脑中毒了，不能上网，我工作的电脑又没有中文系统，所以我用中毒的电脑写了文字用U盘传到另外的电脑上面去。

这里的夏天到了，天似乎特别的蓝，而且天黑的特别晚，有南方的感觉~ 我感觉我会回到南方去的。。。。。。


喜欢夏天。

Friday night

I was sick in the morning but I m ok right now. It was a long week this week, no sunshine, fog everyday and my poor arm stung by bee...... The doctor did acupunture for my arm. it's not so swollen but still itch esp at night.

and my special lady's day is here......

I did a hair cut downstairs of my apartment, bt Qingdao rain falls tongiht, I don't know if I will out tonight, I really want to cuz I didnt party the whole week......

Tired~

My Ex called me ......

I want to have Dirty dancing DVD......

Summer summer summer ...

I did some stupid thing

I got crazy the past 2 weeks, I did some stupid thing. I told Heather I won't do again~!

Thursday afternoon

Thursday afternoon, Doro asked me if I want to leave at 530pm, I said YES, we have frisbee practice after work...... I feel so happy that she is here in China, she means so much to me, not only my best friend...... I can see my changes from Doro.

I havn't dance in Club for a long time, I spend lots of time on bed cuz I got tired very easily recently I m getting old, that's not good:( I partied too much last week~

My brother is engaged, I can see how happy he is. I m happy for him as well even I don't like marriage. I asked him if he is ready to be a good husband, he said YES. I don't know when I will tell my brother that I m ready to be a good wife and mommy, maybe never.

I had lots of sleep this week, everyday after work I got about 1o hrs sleep, I m ready for Friday night :)

My ex invited me for a movie, I heard he went on a date, I m really happy for him, we are both moving on......

Ok, time to get ready for frisbee.

love

-Ying

You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

I read this from Heather Do' s facebook, I like it so I put it on my blog.

I danced last night I really want to have one week free which I can do what I want after work bt they said they cannot find a girl dance for them so I worked again, it was fun when I was dancing bt I just cannot fall asleep when I got back home.

I msged Caleb when I cannot fall asleep cuz his msgs must got some magic that help me fall asleep very quicky but it didn't work last night. I'm very scared of waking up in the middle night and staying up in the late night alone. I don't know what I can do. I did some laundry last night.
that's what I did.

I don't have dance today, no any plan, so I will go to the fashion show at Lavilla tonight, I think I will do some jogging after work. It's a beautiful day today.

Leave lots of love here ,

Ying

March 19, 2009 Thursday

I did some running along the beach after work, I feel very good.
I m in my office still, just dont want to go home cuz Jessie 's bf came back this morning, they are so sweet which makes me jealous of them, I m happy for them I just don't want to bother them :)

I got Marcin's msg, he is back from Poland and he got a little gift for me, I m going to meet him near Jusco, I know he got me some sweets from Poland.

I will spend my this weekend in Shenzhen and next weekend in Ningbo.

Luca left this morning, I m the first one in the office today, he sent me a msg this morning said I m a beautiful girl which makes me very happy he said I m stupid cuz I think I m fat:) I hope Luca will enjoy the time with Jon in Florida.

I have to dance for club tmr night, I have lots of work to do too, I want to learn more......
I m going to meet Marcin.

Ying

Yesterday

yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away now it looks as though they're here to stay oh, i believe in yesterday.
suddenly, i'm not half the man i used to be, There's shadow hanging over me oh, yesterday came suddenly.
why she had to go i don't know she wouldn't say.
i said something wrong, now i long for yesterday.
yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
now i need a place to hide away. oh, i believe in yesterday.
why she had to go i don't know she wouldn't say.
i said something wrong, now i long for yesterday.
yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
now i need a place to hide away. oh, i believe in yesterday. mm mm mm mm mm.